belleliste

I was never good with those. My hands would become clammy, and my eyes would dart all over searching for the nearest exit. Hell, I still do that. It's not the connection I'm afraid of, it's something else. It's a sense of really not belonging. Not really caring, and yet having to be forced to say something. Anything. Hoping that you choose to go with witty and charming and not wierd, or obnoxious. I just suck at introductions, okay? That's all I can give ya.. is a shitty introduction and the hope that you might find me interesting enough to become friends. Because I'm good at the friends part. I just suck with first impressions. And I'm finally cool with that.